Good news!

Went to see specialist in Hilo.

Baby is not really so "small" after all. Baby is already weighing in at about 6 pounds 1 once and still will continue to grow :) Ultrasound in December was not accurate.

Wow- glad that is all over.

Now I'm just enjoying the days & time I have just with Naomi. We had such a sweet time this morning just playing but it was like ohhhh my little girl isn't a baby anymore but got so excited that we are going to have a new little one soon! :)

LTS

This last month I am being so ridiculously over the top about having everything in the house spotless and clean and organized- it does make me feel more rested and relaxed but seriously it's way overboard not even like me to be so obsessive about the neatness of everything (maybe it's LTS- Last Trimester Syndrome- just made that up:).

I get even more overwhelmed thinking about having a newborn and 'doing it all' I feel so tired today. I tried napping but can't sleep. I am so excited about my new little baby arriving I think I am just ready to be allowed to be "off" for a while in a way. I also like to have everything nice for my husband it's my way of saying 'your worth it' I want to keep everything nice for you. I know he doesn't expect me to have everything spic and span so what's my problem?

I was so tired today getting grocery's and hungry even though at 9am I had a big egg breakfast and snacks in between I couldn't get my hands quick enough to open the turkey breast I just got and the cheese! so me and Naomi stood in the parking lot of KTA zoned out both tired chowing down the groceries i just got! :)

ok so I am going on and on but needed to get it out- Help me Jesus! ha ha I said that as I was changing her pull up in the car and she repeated me even louder "Help me Jesus!" :)

Bless our children they do bring us joy in those moments of tiredness!

But seriously please pray for me that I would truly cast my burdens onto Jesus- thanks wonderful friends & mummies.

Jesus Bless mummy's baby Amen

Tonight Naomi repeated after me as we prayed to Jesus and held our hands out to receive His love. We were reading Psalm 91. I think it ministered to me more just having that time with "Him" not being in a hurry to go anywhere or do anything.

I will be actually 36 weeks this Saturday and feel like I just hit this la la land. The day's are long.

But tonight I was so blessed. As I tucked Naomi in I said her prayers and then she out of know where says, "Jesus Bless mummy's baby Amen."

All I want is a bowl of custard...and some sleep!

At 7:30 I got into bed exhausted...all I could think of beside being super uncomfortable...is a bowl of custard. It's now 9:30 and here I am sitting up in bed in the dark eating my bowl of custard :)

Now I know I will sleep- it's all about the custard my friends :) well now I can at least sleep now that it's out of my mind and in my tummy.

4 weeks & 5 days to go.....

Major growth spurt this past week! I think it was like 8 pounds in 8 days!! :) May have something to do with the late night munchies! :) I am getting so excited! I have been to Waimea twice this week and due back again Tuesday....I had an ultrasound down in December and it showed baby was on the smaller side- I got a call from Doc saying the specialist in fetal development wanted do check things out and do a 3D ultrasound to make sure baby is receiving adequate blood flow- I was like WHAT! Caught me by surprise- but then I went in this week for the fetal monitoring and baby was moving great and heart rate was perfect. So this Doc in Waimea said looks like it's just a petite baby and that I shouldn't be concerned. So that was great to be checked out. I still have to go to see specialist.

I feel total peace and had a beautiful dream about baby last night- first time I have had any baby dreams! I had so many with Naomi so this was fun!
Just keeping everyone posted it's been a while- much love and hugs!!